I understand so much, but hardly the constalation of atoms that make me who I am with all my thoughts and feelings and the body inhabiting them.
Still this is something I long for. I want to be the expert of my soul.
I am in the need of feeding my soul the best way that I can, with the best nutrition possible. Therefor I have to dive deep into myself.
Digging beneath the surface.
I need to find all the world‘s offerrings that make me feel warm inside, that nourish the soul - my soul:
the onliest flower of her kind which is in the need of water, containing an incredibly individual combination of ingredients that this world offers.
These ingredients I am picking myself.
I am completely free to decide what, when, where, how, with whom and why.
There is no need to justify no need to worry about what is right or wrong because there is no right or wrong as we are all different.
There is no juding, neither meassuring of a thing possible that is so unique and never ever excists the very same way twice.
My power is that there is nobody like me: hearing my thoughts, feeling what I feel, experiencing as I do, reflecting and imagining things and giving something to someone in a way that only I can.
I am now calling out to myself to „find a way out of the mind” with all the self-built barriers and to find a way of acting and deciding out of my purest and most inner soul, providing it with everything that it needs to be fulfilled and to grow.